The wind blew the dark clouds and some people would see it went away happily. Perhaps it will bring better fortune at the other places. Yeah there could be something to think of like moving on and on.
I must say that this month has a special meaning to me, especially when I legally become a husband to a woman that I love so dearly and this could change my life significantly if not entirely. Alhamdulillah its a great story in my life and it went so smoothly.
Another month to go to complete 2009, the most difficult year (yet) in my career. I hope to get more successful in the coming years.
It exactly 12 years and 1 months since the late Grandpa left us, now it's Grandma's turn. I cried silently, remembering all the moments with Grandma. Virtually, she has left us a year ago when she lost her memory (due to sudden fever and her age). I hope I didn't sound rude for this ... but this I feel.
I remembered after Grandpa died, I've always brings her to Grandpa's grave, read the Quran for him, whenever she in needs for that, she always mentioned my name. However when she began to start losing everything, I never feel that happy to see her, because she never see me like the way she call me or see before. She could not even recognize me! I feel irritated to see how my aunties treated her and sometimes makes fun of here. I think they are hurting her, but what I can do?
Ya Allah, ampunkanlah dosanya, janganlah Dikau seksanya, tempatkanlah dia dikalangan orang yang beramal soleh. Sesungguhnya Engkah Maha Pengasih dan Maha Penyayang.I love you so much Nek Rot. Innalillah ...
(Time of Death: 3:10AM 16 Nov 2009, She was 84 years old)
Yes, baby doll, feel it?
Feel it fine!
Ooh baby, baby...
Give you anything your heart desires
It's my soul intention to have(?) your affection
'Cause you're the one who sets my world on fire
And I want you in my world forever
There ain't no mountain too high
For me to climb it for you baby, no
There ain't no ocean too wide
To ever stop this love of mine
And if you want the moon wrapped up
And brought by there right to your door
I would find a way
I would find a way to get it
I've been the world to you and if that won't do
Then I do something more
I would find a way
I would find a way, baby
Na na na na na na...
Just to make you happy, baby
I would find a way
Take you anywhere you ever dreamed of
There's no limitations if you're my inspiration
'Cause I can do anything if I've got your love
And no one will ever love you better
Show me a star in the sky
And I would steal it for you baby, whoah
There's nothing I wouldn't try
Just to keep you satisfied
And if you want the moon wrapped up
And brought by there right to your door
I would find a way
I would find a way to get it
I've been the world to you and if that won't do
Then I do something more
I would find a way
I would find a way, baby
Na na na na na na...
Just to make you happy, baby
I would find a way
I would find a way to keep you satisfied
I'll supply the love that you need, yeah, yeah
Ooh, I give you something to dream about each night
Baby, I'll make you happy every day, every night
Making my life's dedication to make sure that you look bright
You're my love, you're my inspiration
I'll find a way to keep you satisfied
To cherish your love is my life dedication
Nothing could ever stop this love of mine
Me no wanna fuss and fight, want to do what is right
Me no wanna fuss and fight, want to do what is right
You must understand I'm a natural man
I must do what it takes to cherish the land(?)
Me no wanna fuss and fight, me no wanna fuss and fight
Me no wanna fuss and fight, want to do what is right
Me no wanna fuss and fight, me no wanna fuss and fight
Me no wanna fuss and fight, want to do what is right
And if you want the moon wrapped up
And brought by there right to your door
I would find a way
I would find a way to get it
I've been the world to you and if that won't do
Then I do something more
I would find a way
I would find a way, baby
I'm gonna find a way to hold you
I'm gonna find a way to show you
There ain't nothing that I won't do
Just to make you happy, baby
I'm gonna find a way to please you
Let you know how much I need you
This heart will always be true
And there ain't nothing that I won't do for you
Me no wanna fuss and fight, want to do what is right
Me no wanna fuss and fight, want to do what is right
Find a way to old jewel
I'm on a find a way to love you
And if you want the moon wrapped up
And brought by there right to your door
I would find a way
I would find a way to get it
I've been the world to you and if that won't do
Then I do something more
I would find a way
I would find a way, baby