The wind blew the dark clouds and some people would see it went away happily. Perhaps it will bring better fortune at the other places. Yeah there could be something to think of like moving on and on.
I must say that this month has a special meaning to me, especially when I legally become a husband to a woman that I love so dearly and this could change my life significantly if not entirely. Alhamdulillah its a great story in my life and it went so smoothly.
Another month to go to complete 2009, the most difficult year (yet) in my career. I hope to get more successful in the coming years.
It exactly 12 years and 1 months since the late Grandpa left us, now it's Grandma's turn. I cried silently, remembering all the moments with Grandma. Virtually, she has left us a year ago when she lost her memory (due to sudden fever and her age). I hope I didn't sound rude for this ... but this I feel.
I remembered after Grandpa died, I've always brings her to Grandpa's grave, read the Quran for him, whenever she in needs for that, she always mentioned my name. However when she began to start losing everything, I never feel that happy to see her, because she never see me like the way she call me or see before. She could not even recognize me! I feel irritated to see how my aunties treated her and sometimes makes fun of here. I think they are hurting her, but what I can do?
Ya Allah, ampunkanlah dosanya, janganlah Dikau seksanya, tempatkanlah dia dikalangan orang yang beramal soleh. Sesungguhnya Engkah Maha Pengasih dan Maha Penyayang.I love you so much Nek Rot. Innalillah ...
(Time of Death: 3:10AM 16 Nov 2009, She was 84 years old)
